Monday, December 14, 2015
What to say actually? @ 5:57 PM
Dont know. Hm dont know what im thinking or feels. It feels wrong.
Maybe happy maybe not. Maybe.... Ya tuhan apalah ini.
Aku rasa serba salah. He with me. Seperti selalu maybe he always with me,
even though his not around sometimes when im need him..
That is bcs mybe lah dia selalu busy dengan kawan dengan game dan bla bla..
But i dont know. Sometimes happy sometimes no? Entah lah. Perasaan ni..
Sendiri tak faham. Aku cuma dahagakan perhatian dia. But then dia tak faham.
Jangan salahkan diri ini bila aku terhanyut.... You were not there when i need you the most &
complaining when i was not there for you sometimes. Aku cuma bermasalah atau apa aku
sendiri tak faham.
Dann masalah ini takkan selesai kalau sendiri sendiri takmahu ambil kisah.
No word to say babe. Aku na rasa sayang, sayang seperti yg sebelum. I hve tried.
I tried my best to loved somebody. Plsss... change :')
Bcs taknak jatuh hati dekat orang lain, bcs nak sayang awak sorang je.
Pls ;') That bcs there hve someone tryin' to steal my heart from u... Cukup jauh dah menolak
semakin dekat. I hope so i will find somebody that can make me so in love and never in love again.......
The last guy.. that gonna be my future husband.. Insya-Allah :')
Aku masih trauma nak jatuh cinta yg sepenuh hati... ya Allah.